He has been came back

Yesterday night he has been came back, to his home, to his son, to his daughter, to his grandchild, and he came back to me. I can feel it. 9pm until 4am, they told me like this, "He will be back at night until the next day morning." I'm staying in down mode. And I just can't believe that he already leave us and just leave us like that, without leave a message to us, but he leave in peace and he rest in peace, I believed!
I think I can't forget that how much you important for me and how much I love you. May be it will take a long time to cover up my hurt and pain. People said, the things that you want to forget most, the things will be the most unforgettable. Then I choose to place you at the deepest side in my heart. Unforgettable forever.
The thing that you leave for me is the sweetest memories. Chicken thigh, laughing, words and love. Your love give me confident to stand and walk in my future life. Thanks to your love.

Miss you become a part from my everyday works

May be the pain and hurt will let me become more mature

My broken heart will recover in future~~

Just one week

After I recovered from the hurt, I just realised that how important are you for me. I love you~!
 When I still can't get away from the hurt, I used to post like this at my Facebook

Hurt me deeply~

That time I realised that I'm lossing my beloved~~ Forever....
Did you know that it's very pain for me? No doubt!! I will be back when I'm starting my mid semester break. Did you know my tear can't stop when I recall that  how you love me? I'm regret! Why don't I insist that I back at the last semester break, after I finish my part-time work??!! Why don't I do that?! How stupid I am??!! I blamed myself~~
Some more, why you ask others to bring you for going my home? Why I get this news? Why my tear drop again and again~ Pain, is hurt!! Is my fault!!

I love You, my Beloved.... When I was child, I used to tell myself, if I can't find a husband, I will marry to you~!

I Love You~!!
I need to stop here because my tear drop continuously. I tought I will never drop my tear again, but seem like I'm wrong~~
I just love you.

Starting For Another New Chapter

Press my blur blur brain hardly. Finally I'm creating this blog successful. Congratz to me~!! WooHoo~!
This may my new chapter in my studies. Hardly to learn the new format of blogger, hardly to connect to UUM SerindIT zone, Hardly design my new blog.... At the end, I'm trying to meet all the requirement for completely my assignment. But, no doubt, this course may help student handle with some easy computer software or hardware problems. Moreover, help student to learn to complete their resume.
Actually, I'm not a smart student, I have no common sense and stupid (my friends always tell me like this), but I'm nice to people, helpful, kind, a bit "sampat"...(my friends also praise me like this, hehe~). I ❤ my Family, I ❤ my friends and my gangs. In my life, I'm glad to entering UUM for my degree studies. This is because I met my lovely friends--"I ❤ Shoes, Bags & Boys" gang!

I ❤ You all~!!

In class, my lecturer like to ask a question,"Do you have Boyfriend or Girlfriend in this class?". Actually I like this question so much. Don't you think this question lets us feel some "warm"? Like a father ask her son or daughter. This really impress me ❤.
I will write my detail and a bit about me to end my first chapter.
Just introduce myself:
My name is How Siaw Chin, but my family call me, girl; my friends call me, siaw chin; my bloc members call me, chingirl; my co-workers call me, Doraemon; my "I ❤ Shoes, Bags & Boys" gang call me, pig... Opss, I just realised I have too many nick name, haha~!
For details, I'm BIBM (International Business) student in UUM. I still left 1 year to complete my studies, 2 year for attend my Convocation. I'm come from Taiping, Perak (Nice place!). I used to work at Genting Highland as a croupier when my finish my SPM and STPM. But my semester break, I only work as promoter in BUM City (also located at Genting Highland, seem like Genting is my second home ^.^). I think this simple introduce is enough to end my words, hehe~~ Oh ya, my matric no. is 195995.
**To answer my lecturer's question, "Sir, I'm still single." Haha