曾经暗恋你

我想，我曾经暗恋你！

我曾经暗恋过你，只是曾经。

曾经，我在夜里想你，念你，挂你，盼你，希望你会像我一样。常会想我在想你的同时，你会否也一样的想我。曾经的我希望你哪天会跟我说,”我们一起吧！”；曾经的我希望你会像偶像剧里的主角一样，突然牵起我的手说，“我们一起吧！”。现在的我，长大了。现在的我不能分辨当年我是否曾真心喜欢你，但唯一能确定的是我真的曾经希望和你在一起，一起上下课，一起补习，一起逛夜市，一起骑脚踏车… 当年我对爱情有所期待，现在的我也不曾改变，还是希望有人爱我，呵我，疼我…

现在，我应该像张小娴所讲的，“失望，有时候也是一种幸福，因为有所期待所以才会失望。因为有爱，才会有期待，所以纵使失望，也是一种幸福，虽然这种幸福有点痛。”我想我们曾经相遇，总胜过从未碰头吧。

现实就是现实，现实没有童话的灰姑娘，没有偶像剧的浪漫。暗恋是神圣的﹐ 要以对方的幸福为依归。 如果有痛楚﹐ 也该留给自己。

Dragon Year

Time just past by like that, so fast. Step in 23 years old, some of ex-classmate, schoolmate just finish their degree, some of them starting their own business, some of them already start working for few years and some of them still same like me--- still study for degree and owe PTPTN a few thousands. Still same like previous, nothing special... Still like a child, still single and still fat~~ Hahaha~~!!
Any wishes for this year? Haha... May my wishes become true?? I'm not think so except I pay my strive in all my works. Agree or not?? Nothing gonna success unless you pay your strive.
I'm just hope that all my family and friends healthy and healthy~! Nothing important than this, is't?
p/s: Tonite, I gonna travel to Malacca for my Bao Bei's Plan~!! And tonite, I will miss you~